I've been worse
more food: 1am
midnight snack: 4am
Are you the SAT because I’d do you for 3 hours and 45 minutes with a 10 minute break halfway through for snacks, and then I can stare at you for like 10 minutes and think ‘wow, I hope I don’t ruin this.’
Start ignoring people who threaten your joy.
Literally, ignore them.
Don’t invite any parts of them into your space.
Try to numb the pain
With alcohol and pills
But it won’t repair your trust
You can’t stand on two fucking feet
With a substance as a crutch